Guys,

sorry for my absence.

I´m ill.

Not all the time, I can work like I used to 

but after a couple of days I´m feeling terribly tired and torn.

Something in my body is crying for help and relief

and no one knows what it is.

Basic blood etc. tests has been done and

everything is "average"

In Finland you have to make

an appointment with a nurse and she will

decide if your problem requires doctor´s attention

or not

One nurse said

the problem might be in between my ears...

in my opinion

she can go and f*** herself

at that moment I suffered from high fever

so I didn´t kick her head off

just walked out

Fortunately

one endocrinologist finally listened to

ME

while I was sobbing like a little child.

She ordered more specific tests

and today came the first invite

of many upcoming hospital appointments

it´s Monday April 22th

21th Sunday is my birthday:)

should I skip the champaigne or

should I have

it on Saturday instead?
After all, you´re 42 only once...

yeah, I´ll definitely raise the glass to good health!!!

It´s much needed because
I can´t stop creating...have you seen my new owls

..and cats ?

hugs: Sissy